This endless hole I seem to be stuck within The absence of life is so full of sin And I have lost just about everything No more life, let the loneliness begin
The shame for all the errors on my ways Will relentlessly haunt me till the end of days Out of options cause I have failed (I have failed) End of game brings the solitude again
Time and time and time again Withered, broken, infident I need to find some peace of mind Time and time and time again Life will fight me till the end I need to find some peace of mind
My life is no more then a loosing game I see myself and I see shame The sence of guilt just lingers on (lingers on) No more time emptiness is left alone
Time and time and time again Withered, broken, infident I need to find some peace of mind Time and time and time again Life will fight me till the end I need to find some peace of mind
Time and time and time again Withered, broken, infident I need to find some peace of mind Time and time and time again Life will fight me till the end I need to find some peace of mind
+ 2 x Orange + 2 x Green Apple + 2 x Banana x Blender = YUMMY Goo + FILLED tummy + LONG LONG time baking 'cake' after wards, more like sludge of 'chocolates'
I'm not strong enough to stay away. Can't run from you I just run back to you. Like a maltha I'm drowning through your flame, Say my name, but it's not the same. You look in my eyes I'm stripped of my pride. And my soul surrounders and you bring my heart to it's knees.
And it's killin' me when you're away, I wouldn't leave and I wouldn't stay. I'm so confused, So hard to choose. Between the pressure and the pain. And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right. Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overwhelm my mind. And I'm not strong enough to stay away
I'm not strong enough to stay away What can I do I would die without you And with your presence my heart knows no shame I'm not to blame Cause you bring my heart to it's knees
And it's killin' me when you're away, I wouldn't leave and I wouldn't stay. I'm so confused, So hard to choose. Between the pressure and the pain And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right. Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overwhelm my mind. And I'm not strong enough to stay away
There's nothing I can do My heart is dream to you And I can't get free Look what this has done to me
And it's killin' me when you're away, I wouldn't leave and I wouldn't stay. I'm so confused, So hard to choose. Between the pressure and the pain And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right. Even if I try to win the fight, my heart would overwhelm my mind. And I'm not strong enough to stay away
Rosaries left under the mattress of the memories who could bear the witness As you slip into oblivion, use it like a weapon Am I left to bleed waiting for the moment when you've had your fun A loaded gun
Take away your broken misery, I don't want to waste your memory This love, this love is gonna be the end of me Everything I gave is wasted, I'm the one who suffocated This love, this love is gonna be the end of
Can't resist poisoning the message Just a narcissist trapped inside the wreckage And the sympathy I had is gone deadened by the ceremony Drama queen stand behind your empire as your kingdom falls all because
Take away your broken misery, I don't want to waste your memory This love, this love is gonna be the end of me. Everything I gave is wasted, I'm the one who suffocated This love, this love is gonna be the end of ME
Your rescue, my undo I'm not the one to save you I'm empty completely Im drowning in your shadow
Take away your broken misery, I don't want to waste your memory This love, this love is gonna be the end of me. Everything I gave is wasted, I'm the one who suffocated This love, this love is gonna be the end of
Cant chase away your ghost, inside it only grows Nothing left but misery This will be the end of me All the shit that you created, all the scars you celebrated Couldnt take away the pain Couldnt resurrect your gain? This love will be the end of me, this love will be the end.
Kinda dreading tomorrow... First of all, it's a Monday! There's no explanation needed for that. Then I have to wake up at 4am to go airport, but I enjoy the drive since it's an empty highway. I may have to fetch my sister to work after that, which force me to go uni early even though my class is at 5pm! Last of all, and the most dreaded... POWER MID SEM TEST! Which is at 5pm! What a time to have a test...
O... PS : Don't ever use or even touch the beanbags in Monash Library. Those inconsiderate students use them as footrest. Blah... geli...
It's so cool! See the gripper! See the 2.0 arm! So simple and elegant!
I don't get it... Why they so happy bout the hole in the sky... Looks like a huge ass photon cannon hitting the atmosphere... Oh well, maybe that's just me...
1 more day till mid-sem break! Wait, where's all the excitement gone to... O... all drain liao by fyp...
Hm... Should I do GUI first or the genetic algorithm part first...
__________________________________________ Random stuff: quote Thank God I'm still an atheist - Luis Bunuel
Caution: Watch this video under your own risk. Please don't eat or drink, and remove anything that can break or spill near you. Most of all, please don't watch this before you sleep.
Steel Panther : Fat Girl (thar She Blows)
I saw her drinking beer Eatin peanuts by the bar I was pretty desperate and i knew she had a car She said her name was Debbie She was a friend Jenny Creggs She had boobs like water melons and breathe like rotten eggs I know your hungry I can see it in your eyes Cause your looking at me like i'm a side of fries I want to take your chubby ass back to my place And squirt my baby gravy all over your face Yeaaahh!!!
Woooooah woooooah Thar she blows
Woooooah wooooah Thar she blows
Fat girl She everthing i wanted and more Fat girl She can't fit through the door woooooah woooooah Thar she blows
I want to prove to you my feelings are for really So i'm going to buy you a million happy meals yeah I won't joke about your body if you only let me in I want to sink my summer sausage into that double chin yeaaaahhhhh
Wooooah wooooah Thar she blows
Wooooah wooooah Thar she blows
Fat girl Is riding my jock again Fat girl is snacking on my cock againnnnnnnn (ouch don't bite)
(Guitar solo)
My friends keep telling me i must be going blind Cause you got cottage cheese all over your behind yeeahhh Even though some people point and laugh at us You can kick their ass cause your bigger than a busssssssssssss
Fat girl I can't believe your eating again Fat girl Where does your neck begin
Wooooah wooooah Thar she blows
Fat girl Put my hotdog into your heart Fat girl Your really really tons of fat
Wooooah wooooah Thar she blows
Wooooah wooooah Thar she blows
Your my fat fat girl You know i really love you Cause you my fat fat girl
Woahhh Come here baby where you going (mooooo) Your a cow Come here baby hey I love you Ican't live without you I can't live without you Come here Come here
(animal noises)
Its like a jungle in my apartment dude look at all those hot bitches and that one fat girl
Argh.... Darn thing won't work! I thought I had it... Urgh... Maybe the working space at home it's too comfy for me to work efficiently. Or is it the beer... I need another one...
On another note, this song was stuck in my head Vampire Weekend - A-punk
In the end... Due to my lack of ability to understand their conversation that day... It was decided then who is my new supervisor... I hope the guy don't expect me to get help from him... And I don't require his help in my thesis... Even though it is his field of specialty except for the genetic algorithm optimization part... Just give me good marks and help me out during the presentation ^^ plz~
My original supervisor is Dr. Gana.... In case you wondering who is the new supervisor... It's Dr.Pa---------.... >.< Mechatronics people should know
It's so inconvenient to posses this kind of disability... You require extra effort to identify the stuff that people did effortlessly... It's not like you cannot do anything, but everything's a blur...
Damn you specs, just when I decided to change you go and give up on me...
__________________________________________________________ Here's something random and totally unrelated to the post: RANDOM.ORG They claim that they can generate a true random number, and not pseudo-random.
I was wondering where the 读书读书 sound came from when I reach home. Then suddenly my mom said she heard loud tire screeching noise from the taman below. So I went to check it out...
A white Satria with black spoilers, front wheels in the drain. See all the young looking dudes wearing their fold up long sleeves shirt with golden spike hairs surrounding the car... The burnt tires smell even reach my place...
>.< From what my mom told me, Apparently the guy was accelerating down the road, oblivious to him that, the end of the road is a playground which is lower than the road. Luckily he was able to break in time and only stuck into the drain.
I'm sure the driver going to say : How I know? The longkang TIBA TIBA appear before me. Who design the taman de so lousy...
Pity the residents of that taman. Luckily that one that lives the same block is more mature and considered.
Sheldon: I made tea. Leonard: I don't want tea. Sheldon: I didn't make tea for you. This is my tea. Leonard: Then why are you telling me? Sheldon: It's a conversation starter. Leonard: That's a lousy conversation starter. Sheldon: Oh, is it? We're conversing. Checkmate.
Sheldon: Howard, you know me to be a very smart man. Don't you think that if I were wrong, I'd know it?
Penny: Yes, I know men can't fly. Sheldon: No, no let's assume that they can. Lois Lane is falling, accelerating at an initial rate of 32ft per second, per second. Superman swoops down to save her by reaching out two arms of steel. Ms. Lane, who is now traveling at approximately 120 miles per hour, hits them, and is immediately sliced into three. equal pieces.
Don't get it? Watch it, freakishly funny. After that you don't find it funny, erm... sorry?
Changes frequently happens, regardless for the better or for the worse, often disregarding the will of the people.
Often you'll notice the changes in people, lifestyle, food, time, places, feelings... What if these changes are the undesired ones... What can you do? If you can't do anything to change the situation... What can you do?
Turn a blind eye and ignore it? Be transparent and let the changes overwhelm you? Be stubborn and hang on to the past?
Or be flexible and make another change Change in yourself, Change in your perspective, In order to accept the change...
They must often change, who would be constant in happiness or wisdom. ~Confucius
Hm... Mafan... For now I'll just preoccupy myself by burying myself in work and fun, along with the unnecessary feelings and thoughts.
Taken From TheStarOnline. Date : Monday, 18-Jan-2010
This in entirely possible, The dude I saw was driving away right after he went to petrol station counter... Not this dude... Luckily the hose is design to detach itself under certain amount of force... Thank god for idiot proving the system...
I know you've suffered but I don't want you to hide
It's cold in lovers; I won't let you be denied, The soon then, I'll make you feel pure And trust me, you can be sure
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
you trick your lovers that you're wicked and divine, you may be a sinner, but your innocence is mine
Please me Show me how it's done Tease me You are the one
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
Please me Show me how it's done Trust me you are the one
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart